disclaimers: the boy's aren't mine. i just play with them for my own amusement and hopefully yours.
rating: NC-17
warnings: use of a dildo require a warning ? *shrugs*
spoilers: none
notes: sechsy zechsy just on my mind
feedback: always welcome ^_^
title: all i have to do is dream
category: yaoi, PWP, lemon, sap, voyeurism, exhibitionism, masturbation, AU (AC 199)
pairings: 1X2X1X6…kinda

all i have to do is dream
part 1

Tossing and turning in the large bed, Heero was awakened by yet another one of Duo's dreams. This was the fourth night in a row. Gently nudging the restless boy beside him into semi-consciousness, Heero extended his arms and pulled his lover close to himself, the two falling quickly back to sleep.

Typically waking before his lover, he was surprised this morning to find Duo's side of the bed empty and cold. Listening carefully, Heero could hear the shower running and tossing the covers aside, rolled over to sit on the edge of the bed.

Entering the steamy bathroom, Heero smiled at the fruity scent of Duo's shampoo and the sound of his voice as he sang while he showered, unaware of his audience. Slipping into the stall behind him, Heero wrapped his arms around the surprised boy, moving forward to kiss the nape of his neck, his hair having been thrown over his chest, exposing the too tempting spot. "Morning, lover." he whispered.

Turning within the circle of his lover's strong arms, Duo grinned. "Mmmm...morning, Heero." placing a soft kiss on his lips.

"You're up early this morning." Heero noted, enjoying the rare opportunity of sharing the morning shower.

"Mmmm....So are you." Duo replied, his voice seductive, smiling as Heero grinned as he thrust his hips forward into his arousal.

"You had another dream last night. Still don't want to talk about it ?" Heero asked, his fingers brushing the long strands of hair from Duo's face.

Duo blushed slightly "Not really..."

"Same one ?" Heero asked.

Duo nodded. "Pretty much...yeah." his face flushing further.

"You're embarrassed. Why ?" his voice deep with concern.

"Ummm.....It was a sexual dream...." Duo started, looking into Heero's eyes.

Heero grinned and pulled Duo closer, moving his hands over Duo's upper back.

"And you weren't in it......." Duo spoke, his voice soft, looking away from his lover.

A look of mild shock ran quickly across Heero's face. Loosening his grip, Heero brought his hand up to Duo's chin, turning his face toward him. "Who ?" he asked simply.

Duo shook his head from side to side. "I'd rather not talk about it.", removing himself from Heero's grasp, stepping out of the shower, Heero immediately following him.

"*I* want to talk about it." Heero told him matter of factly, grabbing him by the wrist as he attempted to exit the room, towel in hand.

"Heero, please.....don't." Duo told him, looking into Heero's eyes, his own filled with tears.

Reluctantly releasing Duo's wrist, Heero watched him leave the room before letting his head fall to his chest.


Allowing several moments to gather his thoughts, Heero made his way back into their bedroom, sneaking a glance at Duo out of the corner of his eye as he sat on the edge of the bed putting on his socks and shoes.

Letting his towel drop to the floor, Heero dressed before turning to face Duo, a bit relieved to find him looking in his direction. "Duo..."

"It was Zechs."

Heero cocked his head slightly "Zechs ?"

Duo looked down, the toes of his boots shifting nervously against one another and nodded.

"At least you have good taste." Heero smiled.

"That's not funny, Heero." Duo told him flatly, gazing across the room.

Heero started making his way toward him.

Duo stood, his beautiful face covered with guilt. "Why the hell should I be dreaming about Zechs ? And four nights in a row no less !"

"Maybe because he's incredibly sexy ?" Heero offered, reaching to take Duo's hand in his.

"So ? *YOU* are incredibly sexy......and I love *you*. I shouldn't be dreaming about *him* !" Duo replied, clearly confused by what he was feeling.

Heero took Duo's other hand in his, turning his lover to face him. "It's okay that you dream about him. As long as it's me that you want.", bringing Duo's hands up to his mouth, placing a gentle kiss on the back of each one.

Duo looked up, startled by Heero's words. "What kind of a thing is that to say ?" he asked, his tone almost indignant.

"Then why are you so worried about it ?" he asked, "Besides...I've had several dreams involving the blonde bombshell myself....." Heero smiled.

Duo's mouth hung open. "Heero ? Since we've been *us*? I mean.....you know.....us together ?" Duo asked, clearly shocked by his lover's admission.

"Uh huh." Heero replied, watching Duo's face closely for a reaction.

"Geez...Heero....I don't know what to say." Duo responded. "Is there something wrong with us ?", his face troubled.

"Because we both have erotic dreams about the same incredibly hot guy ?" Heero asked, making light of the situation.

Duo smiled. "Well, now that you put it like that...but still.....we have each other. Don't you think it's wrong for us to be thinking about other guys like that ?" he asked.

Heero laughed "We're not dead, Duo.", pulling his smiling lover toward him for a deep kiss, Duo growling as Heero pressed more firmly into him.

"No.....Not dead." Duo hissed, reaching behind Heero, taking one firm side of his rear in each hand, grinding his hips into Heero's, moaning as their arousals met.

"Mmmm.....so what are we going to do about it, koi ?" Duo asked, breaking the kiss, leaving Heero's mouth free to lick its way across his neck.

"Do about it ?" Heero asked, somewhat distracted, reaching down to slip his hands into the back of Duo's jeans.

"Mmmhmmm.....do about it." Duo replied, his hand sliding between their two bodies, delving into the front of Heero's shorts, his fist wrapping around Heero's erection, squeezing it tightly.

"Nothing at the moment." Heero whispered, moving his hips in small circles around Duo's hand, encouraging him to stroke him. Moaning as his hand began moving up and down his length.

"Nnnn...need to…..." he whispered, his hips moving more urgently into the warm tunnel of Duo's fingers.

"Like this ?" he asked, stroking him more firmly. "Or did you have something else in mind ?"

"Don't care." Heero gasped as Duo's thumb moved across the tip of his cock, covering the head with his precum, sliding his fist up and down over it. "Yeeess...." he moaned, his hands still inside of Duo's pants, rubbing and clutching the soft skin of his tight bottom.

"Mmm....like this." Duo whispered, his one hand tightening it's grip on his rear, the other moving rapidly over his length as he pressed their bodies close, his strong arms supporting his lover's weight as he felt his body begin to shudder and go limp, his seed spilling out over Duo's hand. "Uggghhhh....Duo." his breath heavy against Duo's ear as he continued his release, losing the rest of his moans to his lover's mouth as it covered his, almost suffocating in the savage kiss.

"Better ?" Duo asked, allowing Heero to fall from his embrace.

"Messy." Heero smiled, kissing Duo softly "But better." making his way into the bathroom.

Leaning against the doorframe of the bathroom, Duo watched as his lover cleaned himself off, still thinking about their unfinished conversation. "So, what do you think we should do about it, Heero ?" he asked, met with a surprised look from his lover.

"I don't think we should do anything about it, Duo. Why ?" he asked suspiciously, knowing all to well how Duo could get when he became obsessed with something.

Heero was almost certain that this was one of those things.

He stared up at Duo.

"Weeell..." Duo smiled mischievously at his lover.

Heero's eyes grew wide. "You're serious !"

Duo approached him slowly, wrapping his arms around his neck "Damn straight." he whispered, his forehead leaning against Heero's. "Come on, Hee-chan...pleeeasssse ?", both of his hands running through Heero's hair.

"Hn." Heero replied, his hands coming up to remove Duo's, taking a step backward.

"Hn is not an answer." Duo chuckled, pretty sure from the tone of his lover's standard response that it was not an outright rejection of his idea.

"I need time to think about it, Duo. I suggest you also give the matter some additional thought. " Heero told him.

Duo looked at his lover, concerned with the confusion in his eyes. "You're worried."

"Yes. Shouldn't I be ? This could have a negative impact on us….our relationship. I don't know if I'm willing to take that chance….and I certainly don't like it that it doesn't bother you, Duo, or hadn't you thought of that ?" Heero questioned, his atypical response coming as a surprise to his lover.

Duo considered his lovers concerns for a moment. "I cannot think of anyone or anything in this entire universe that could make me love you any less, Heero." He started, moving forward to embrace him, Heero's arms surrounding him in return. "You didn't know that ?" he asked with a soft voice, his hand stroking his lovers cheek, saddened by the fact that he needed to reassure Heero of his devotion.

Heero shook his head. "We never talk about these things."

Duo smiled. "No, we don't. But we will before we come to any conclusion about the Zechs thing. Okay ?" he asked.

Heero nodded "Fair enough.", leaning in to kiss his lover, the tenderness of Duo's response causing his entire body to tingle, not the tingle their kisses normally evoked, it was all together very different, his heart was overflowing with a rush of emotions he felt for the braided boy and lust wasn't even on the list.

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