a change in the weather
It was late; nearly 8:30 by the time we got around to making the final preparations for dinner. I had given some thought to Duo's kiss in the supermarket and found that it both pleased and confused me. That particular combination of sensations was becoming the norm lately whenever Duo was involved. I did consider confronting him about it, more precisely, I wanted to just come right out and ask him why he had done it. If I felt there was any chance of getting a straight answer from him, I would have.
By 8:40, everything but the pasta was ready and we were both anxious to sit down and eat. I was aware of Duo coming up behind me while I busied myself stirring the pasta. "Done yet?"
"Almost." I informed him. I looked over at the clock on the microwave before giving him what little more information I could offer. "Another three or four minutes according to the box."
He stepped forward and pressed his body closer to mine; close enough, in fact, that I could feel the bulge of his arousal. "Al dente?"
"You, or the pasta?"
"Mmmm. Me and the pasta."
I was cognizant of becoming hard as Duo shifted behind me, pushing his hips forward and rubbing his erection against me. "Something on your mind?"
He brought his lips down to suck lightly at my neck. "Most definitely." He whispered.
I continued to watch the pasta as it boiled, though concentrating more on the movement of Duo's hand as it snaked around my waist to squeeze my erection.
"I'm glad to see we're on the same wavelength."
At the moment, I was not aware that other wavelengths even existed. I had not been thinking about sex up until a minute ago. Duo always seemed to be thinking about it. I decided that was undeniably a good thing and moaned as he applied still more pressure.
I nodded and set the fork down on the counter, losing myself completely to Duo's touch. It had been more than 2 weeks since his hands had been on me; it felt like so much longer. I pushed my hips forward into his hand and welcomed the variety of sensations he was causing.
"You want to come like this?"
I shivered in his grasp as he whispered those words into my ear.
"I'll take that as a yes."
I guessed, in a way, it was. My mind logically supplied me with several reasons why we shouldn't, but in the end, my body's desire and Duo's insistence won out.
He slid one hand inside my pants, beneath my underwear and wrapped his fingers tightly around my cock. I immediately began rocking my hips as Duo touched me, feeling him move with me from behind.
"I want to fuck you."
I shivered, unable to recall Duo ever telling me that before. He had always made a point to have me ask, far preferring that I beg. I was very much tempted to give into his request and let him take me right here. "Duo..."
His thumb moved in lazy circles to spread the pre cum over the head of my cock. "This will have to do for now."
I leaned back onto his chest and closed my eyes as he began to stroke me harder and faster. I cried out when I came, lurching forward to clutch at the edge of the stove with both hands. Duo moved with me, pressing his body tightly to mine. His breath was heavy against my ear as his hips lunged forward to hold his erection firmly against my body as it trembled with climax.
He released me under a minute later. "Go get changed. I'll drain the pasta."
I watched as he moved to stand at the sink to wash his hands before taking leave of the kitchen.
Neither of us was used to eating at such a late hour.
We agreed that if we opted to do this again, that we needed to start a little earlier. Being utterly famished by the time we sat down to eat, we managed to put a good dent in the pound of linguine as well as finishing off nearly all of the salad and half a loaf of Italian bread. Duo's sauce was delicious. It was thick and sweet, with chunks of tomato, onion and garlic. I complimented him on it several times during dinner. He poured us each another glass of wine once we had finished our meal. This would be Duo's third, my second; not that I was counting.
"We can leave the mess for now." I told him as I stood. He nodded and followed me into the living room, seating himself on the couch and watching me as I joined him.
"You want me to put the movie in?"
He closed his eyes and leaned his head against the back of the sofa. "Can we wait a few minutes?"
I set my glass down on the coffee table. "Mmhm." I replied, stretching out a bit and making myself comfortable.
The combination of the wine and the quantity of food I had eaten made me feel more tired than I normally would be at this hour. I looked over at the clock on the DVD player to find it was nearly 10. I had gotten up this morning at 8 and it had been a fairly busy day.
"You sleeping, Heero?"
I opened my eyes and looked over at Duo. His eyes were still closed. "No."
"Ready for the movie?"
I stood and put the DVD in and grabbed the remote control before seating myself back down on the couch. I fast forwarded through the previews, put the remote down on the coffee table and settled in to watch the movie.
About 30 minutes into the film we made physical contact. I had leaned forward to reach for my glass of wine and Duo slid his left arm behind me and pulled me toward him as I moved to sit back. I turned to face him and he brought his lips to mine as his other arm found its way around my waist. He shifted to further recline into the corner of the couch, pulling me with him and leaving me almost lying on top of him. I reached over with my left hand and set my glass back down on the table to give Duo my undivided attention.
His kiss was rough and I found myself just as enthusiastic when returning it. I had been pretty certain all along that we were going to have sex before the night was over, before the movie was over suited me equally as well. It wasn't long before Duo had pulled back and made short work of removing my shirt. His upper body rose up off the couch as he took off his own, reinitiating the kiss before lying back down and letting his hands roam over the newly bared flesh of my back. There was an unmistakable urgency to both the kiss and his touch. His hands moved lower, clutching at my ass and as he ground his hips upward into mine. I sensed that Duo was very anxious to get things moving and it did not take me long to decide that if I wanted to inform him of what I had in mind for tonight, I had best do it now, before things went any further.
"I want to be on top."
He slid both of his hands into the waistband of my jeans and smiled as he realized I had not bothered to put any underwear on when I'd gotten changed before dinner. "You want to ride me?" He asked. He appeared to be amused by my request. I did not make them often, generally leaving the particulars of our encounter up to Duo. It was far more than position I was looking to influence this time. I was certain that Duo did not understand that just yet.
I shook my head and leaned down to kiss him again. I abandoned his lips and left my face hovering just above his. "I want to fuck you this time."
There was a fleeting indication of disbelief before the look on his face settled into a somewhat more familiar smile. "I don't think so."
It had been a while since we had had sex and knowing Duo, he had most likely been thinking about it for a better part of the day. He had to know that my invitation to spend the night included my unexpressed, but very much implied willingness to sleep with him. Perhaps it was just a bad time for me to ask. Either that, or he was still dead set against it. Whatever his reason, I was not willing to give up quite that easily and chose to press the issue further.
"Let me. I want to." I told him as I pressed my pelvis down onto his, shifting my hips so that our cocks rubbed against each other.
He appeared to be angry, though I had been witness to seeing him reveal far more severe expressions. The tone in his voice pretty well matched the look on his face. His eyes made direct contact with mine as he spoke. "We have been over this before, Heero. The answer is no. It was no then. It is no now." The implied 'it will always be no.' hung in the air.
I nodded once and lowered my head to cover his mouth with my own. I did not want him to get the impression that I was not still interested in having sex with him just because he had turned me down. I had to admit that I was disappointed, even though I was fairly certain of what his answer was going to be before I had even asked the question.
"In the bedroom." He directed just seconds later. His voice was low and gruff, but I was unable to tell whether it was caused by lust or anger. His eyes were narrow, offering me no clue either.
I waited until he had removed his hands from inside my pants to stand. He reached down to reposition his erection and moaned, the pleasure his own touch provided visible on his face.
I removed my pants and laid on the bed to wait for Duo. Several minutes passed before he entered the room and I could not help but wonder what was keeping him. He was clearly no longer angry or annoyed as he stood at the foot of my bed and looked down at me. I'm guessing he remained in the living room for precisely that reason. I reached for my cock with my right hand and began stroking it, looking up at him as I did and spreading my legs. He was watching me and I could see his cock firming inside his jeans as he did. I moved my hand faster, teasing the moist tip of it with my thumb every few stokes.
"Up onto your hands and knees, Heero."
I immediately did as he asked and listened closely as he unbuckled his belt. That sound was followed by a soft whurr that I recognized to be the zipper of his jeans. I could feel my cock twitching as I thought about what was about to happen and I heard the faint rustle of fabric from where Duo stood. I felt his weight on the bed beside me and turned my head to find him seated and reaching into the top drawer of the nightstand where he knew I kept the lube.
It seemed like too long before I heard him click the cap open and felt his body behind me. The head of his cock was wet and slippery as it prodded my entrance. "I can't wait," he admitted with a groan. I had contemplated prepping myself while I waited for him, but I've discovered that I enjoy it more without and something tells me that Duo does too.
His hands were on my ass now, one thumb poised on either side of my entrance, as he spread me open and pushed his hips forward. I was well aware that he was watching as he leisurely entered me. I hissed as the head of his cock slipped past the tight ring of muscle and held my breath as he slid the rest of his length inside. I shifted back to assure that he was fully seated, moaning as I feel the warmth of his hardened sack against me. I was nearly in heaven. As much as I wanted to fuck Duo tonight, I could not deny how much pleasure I derived from having him buried deep inside me. I thought about it as I waited for Duo to move, he had completely stilled and I did not wait long before deciding to let him know that I was ready.
"Are you sure that is what you want?"
//Oh God. Yes! // "Yes!"
I wondered if he thought that my request earlier had changed anything?
He pulled part of the way out and slowly eased back in. "Are you absolutely certain, Heero?"
He was taunting me now. I could tell it was intentional. I thought that maybe he wanted me to ask, or beg or perhaps reaffirm my desire to be bottom. None of the above presented a problem. It was just a matter of finding the right words, the ones I thought Duo wanted to hear; ones that I was willing to say.
"I'm waiting." He informed me.
"I want you to fuck me." I did and the tone of my voice implied that as much as the words I used.
He pulled almost all the way out and then plunged back inside, hard and deep. I gasped as he did. "I know you do," he told me with a growl. He bent forward then, kissing the center of my back and leaving his mouth there.
"More." I pleaded, adding a soft "please" to my request as somewhat of an afterthought. I recognized that I probably sounded needy. I was. I did not understand how he was resisting, or why. This had to be as much torture for him as it was for me.
"I thought you didn't want to bottom?"
He sounded slightly amused as he spoke. I had never said that; not in so many words and I never meant to imply it. Yes, I did want to fuck him; that did not mean I did not want him to fuck me.
He pulled back again and thrust forward so hard that I had to brace myself to keep from falling face down onto the mattress. "I never said that." I told him. "I love it when you fuck me." I groaned, intent on taking away any doubt he might have.
"Well, that's satisfying to hear." He admitted in between thrusts. He did not stop this time, pounding into me while his fingers dug into the yielding flesh of my hips where he held me. His breathing was loud and labored much like my own. He grunted and eased himself out, ordering me to turn around and lay down before I had a chance to object to the loss.
Spreading my legs wide, I positioned one on either side of him and hooked my hands behind my knees. He advanced on me quickly, nudging my opening with the head of his cock. "Legs up."
I shuddered, moving swiftly to drape each of my calves over his shoulders. He moved forward to enter me again in haste. "Oh yeah." He moaned. I was able to appreciate the feeling of fullness for only a brief second before he began moving.
This was one of my preferred positions. I could not deny that watching Duo's face contort with pleasure was a big turn on for me. We did it face to face so rarely. I turned my eyes upward to meet his glance. He closed his eyes quickly, but not before I got a chance to see the way he was looking at me.
I met each of his deep thrusts with an upward push of my hips, embedding him as deeply as possible. The bed shook as we moved together, slamming the wooden headboard into the wall in time with the rhythm our bodies set.
"Finish us off, Heero!" He grunted out.
I reached down to take hold of my arousal, squeezing it tightly as I stroked up and down the full length of it. He moaned as I worked to bring us that much closer to the edge. His eyes were open again and fixed on where my hand slid roughly over my cock from base to tip. Duo held himself tight against me as my muscles gripped securely at his cock. The first thick streams of come erupted to splatter over my chest as I felt the pulse and warmth of Duo's release inside me. Our cries were matched in both intensity and decibels as we vigorously rode out the peak together.
I released my cock and lowered my legs and Duo brought his lips down to mine for a curiously tender kiss before collapsing down onto me. Without giving my movements so much as a second thought, I reached forward and wound both of my arms around him.
We lay together like that for several minutes, his face buried in my neck and mine nestled in his hair. I sensed that Duo was rapidly approaching unconsciousness and I would gladly have joined him, had I been able to ignore the nearly overwhelming sensation that something between us had changed tonight.