Disclaimers: I don't own any of the Gundam Wing Universe. I'm not making any
money off this story. It's written out of love, so please don't sue me.
Written: May-July, 2001
Overall Rating: NC-17
Overall Pairings: (3+5) (1x2/2x1) (?x5)NCS
Category: DARK Angst Yaoi/Shonen ai Friendship Rape-Memories Sap Lime AU-OOC
Enigma Story Categories: G-Boys High Adventure! & Gundam Nightmares
Warnings: DARK, angst, yaoi/shonen ai, friendship, remembrance of
non-consensual sex, sap, lime, language, violence, fear, AU-OOC
Notes: The hidden gifts that Wufei discovered brought him a sense of joy at
the time, but now shadows of a dark and painful past return and his world
begins to shatter. Can Trowa find the strength to truly love him
unconditionally and somehow keep the Chinese teen from being irrevocably
"Dear god, what have I done?" Trowa asked breathlessly, emerald eyes wide
with self-hatred and fear.
The suddenness of Wufei's reaction had stunned Trowa who had fallen backwards
onto their bed in shock. This was where he still lay when Heero burst into
the room through the open door.
"Barton, where's Chang?" Heero demanded, gun in hand safety in place, but
ready at a moment's notice. The naked teen on the bed sat up to stare
helplessly at his friend, terror and guilt overwhelming him even as his hands
automatically drew a blanket up from the floor and over his lap.
"I don't know," Trowa answered in shock and then seemed to fold in on
himself. Shoulders slumping and head bowed, he moaned, "Oh god, Heero, what
have I done?"
"I have no idea, Trowa," Heero remarked as he tucked the pistol away in the
waistband of his shorts.
Duo came flying into the room demanding, "What the *fuck* happened in
Violet eyes narrowed in fury as the American pilot noted the clothing
scattered about the room and the fact that Trowa was clearly naked on a bed
that was as disturbed as Duo and Heero's was on a regular basis. He
automatically assumed that the slender teen had attempted to force himself
sexually on Wufei and Duo felt red hot fury race through his veins in
Heero turned to him, "That's what I'm trying to find out, Duo, but you'd
better find Wufei before this gets even farther out of hand."
"I'm on it," Duo nodded, eyes sparkling with anger and concern, "I'll find
him no matter where he's gone and Trowa, this damned well better not be what
it looks like or you're a deadman!"
Trowa dropped his head into his hands and trembled as Duo stormed back out of
Heero remained silent at this pronouncement. He felt his lover's angry threat
was unnecessary, the boy on the bed was clearly in no condition to put up a
Quatre approached with caution, uncertain of whether or not he should even
offer his assistance at this point. "Heero? Trowa? Whatâ