Disclaimers: GW is not mine nor do I claim to own it. I am using the characters for fanfiction purposes only, no
money being made. If you are not allowed to view adult content, do not continue with this fic.
Cumulative Warnings: OOC/AU, yaoi, language, angst, lemon
Parings: 2+3,(implied 3X2/2X3), implied 2+4, 3+4/4+3,3X4, implied 2+H, 1+2+1, future 1X2?
Notes: Minna this is a complete AU, meaning no gundams. They guys are about 20 and 21. Any others notes
needed will be provided at the beginning of each chapter.
+++++ beginning/ending flashback/dream
~~~~~ scene/POV change
"How are you feeling, love?"
"Better, the pain medication helps a bunch." Quatre
paused to gather his disarrayed thoughts. "Trowa, we
need to talk." His blue eyes looked straight into his
love's eyes. "Why didn't you tell me about Duo?"
"Didn't what, Trowa? Think? I wish I would have
known he was the one I took you from." the blonde
shook his head, laughing. "I should've known, you two
just had some kind of chemisty. I thought that it was
just you two fit with each other, I didn't know I was
the cause of your breakup."
"Koi..please.." Trowa began, he saw the tears start
"No. Listen to me, Trowa. I love him, maybe not the
same as I do you. Duo is very important to me, and I
caused him the greatest pain. I took you away from
him, only to bring him into our bed that one time."
His shoulders began to shake, "how could you do that
to Duo and me? Did you not think I'd find out? Why?"
The taller boy sat in the chair, not able to speak
past the tightness in his throat. He was wrong,
horrobably greedy for wanting them both. He just
couldn't go on without them both, and in his ultimate
greed he hurt the two people he loved with his whole
heart. "I'm sorry, Quatre. I just couldn't see past
my own lust and need. I wanted you both, and I hurt
you both. I almost killed Duo with my actions." He
bowed his head and cried, the tears poured down his
face. Duo's words coming back with a vengaence, each
a stab into his soul. All he could see was Duo's
crying eyes overlapped by Quatre. What had he done?
The blonde watched as his lover cried, everything was
a huge mess. Duo had forgiven them both, but somehow
he knew the braided boy still ached. What must he
have endured when he was with Trowa, kissing him and
teasing him? How did his friend feel when they would
hold hands, walk down the street tightly embraced?
"Trowa...do you love me?" Quatre needed to know,
did Trowa love him as intinesly as he loved the taller
Intense green eyes looked at Quatre in shock and
hurt, of course he loved the bonde angel. Had he
really damaged their relationship that much, he could
feel his world cracking. "do you love me? can you
love a bastard like myself? If you wish Quatre, I'll
never now and never bother you again." He rose to his
feet, intent on leaving the room and his last chance
at hope. //I don't deserve him, or happiness.//
He turned to face his love, and saw the burning
tears. "I'm sorry, Quatre. I'm so sorry..."
"Don't go...please don't leave....I need you..." he
begged. "just hold me..."
Trowa quickly joined his blonde love on the bed,
pulling Quatre against his chest. He just held the
other boy while their tears fell. "I love you so
Wufei leaned down and kissed his beloved's forehead,
Sally was still resting peacefully. He smiled softly
and walked towards the small kitchen, she was so
special to him. The Chinese man was going to surprise
her with a fancy, homecook dinner.
Duo finished rearranging his clothing, a silly smile
on his lips. The braided man walked over to his
lover, who was bent over tying the yellow sneakers,
and smacked his ass. The sound filled the empty lab,
sending a shiver of excitement down his spine. "I
can't believe we just made love in the school's lab."
He laughed aloud, knowing the room would always bring
a smile to his face.
"Bets doing the experiment, love." Heero pulled his
lover into his arms and kiss him again. He squeezed
Duo extra tight for a few moments, everything felt
perfect. The Japanese man had the one he loved, in
his arms, and Duo loved him back. Was this how Wufei
and Sally felt, how had he lived this long without
knowing these warm feelings. "Duo, lets go somewhere.
"What about the assignment?"
"Let's not worry about it, I'd rather spent time
with you." Heero replied, staring into the deep,
"Let's go, Heero. I can't think of anything else I
The two lovers walked down the street, each smiling
at one another. They had a wonderful, quiet dinner
together. Duo talked about his past and friends,
sharing more of himself with Heero. The Japanese man
found himself falling deeper as Duo revealed more of
himself. His beloved was so strong. They walked by a
flower shop, and Heero had an idea.
"Wait here, love? I'll be right back."
Heero entered the flower shop and walked towards the
red roses he saw. Carefully he selected the most
beautiful red one and took it to the counter. For
some reason, his hands began to sweat as the nice lady
wrapped the flower and took his money. Heero was
nervous, he had never bought a rose for anyone but for
some reason he wanted his Duo to have a rose. It was
meant to be a symbol of his love.
"Thank You." The Japanese boy said to the sweet lady
while walking out of the shop. He stopped in horror
at the sight, the rose falling to the ground.
"Stop now, or this guy gets it." Some man yelled at
the three police officers, while holding a gun to